Goodbye, My Friend….

You are happier now, you can do chit chat with your lovely mum again. A mother you have always told me when i came to visit Jogja, couple years ago.

The only mistaken you have made in this world probably because you choosen  to love men, just like yourself. That is why you were left by your family (including your lovely dad and brother).

But we used to argue about this. Like always when we met couple years ago……i miss that moments now….

You said: God, only said: we were created in pairs. He doesn’t mention pairs should be men and women.

Me: When you wear sandals, do you wear right and right or left and left?. And a day contains day and night, right?

But i never said, you were not my friend anymore. I still visited you when i had times. But i did mistaken, i never visited you when you taken for hospitalized for one year or probably more. I only called you once or maybe twice, because i spent my days and nights mostly at office and i forgot about you. Now i regret it (obviously i do). I used to visited you, spent some nights at your house. We talked about anything, including the one i like. I visited you even i just had money for the train, round way.

And do you remember, the night when you took me to alun-alun utara? you said, if i could walk straight between the big trees in right and left side, my requests would be granted. But after i got in the middle way, you said it should be alun-alun selatan. We laughed so hard at that time.

Now you are happy already, no more pain. Be happy, my friend. I definitely will miss you.